"Blotted lipstick on an empty envelope, because looks are everything."
Basically, i'm always in a mess and gets really random somehow. I'm good at keeping secrets, except my own. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i catch it. I live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. I hate thinking about reality and i'm so homesick it's not even funny. But not homesick as in a "missing-my-house" kinda way. Maybe it's more like heartsick for all the things i can't get back. It's hard for me to define myself; i guess i'm just a cliche. The girl who loved too hard and didn't get anything in return. I don't want to be the heroine in some tragic love story. I just want the people who have never given me a second thought. Lastly, i (L) quotes and random pictures, i get them everywhere.
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Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:55 PM
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All I want is here and now, but its already been and gone.
A NOTE TO SELF:
"Many things lost, but much gained. You never know what you had until it's gone, and you never know what you really want until you're alone. I haven't really changed, but I'm not the same person. Being alone either makes you get wiser or just insane, but maybe I'm both?"
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All I want is here and now, but its already been and gone.
A NOTE TO SELF:
"Many things lost, but much gained. You never know what you had until it's gone, and you never know what you really want until you're alone. I haven't really changed, but I'm not the same person. Being alone either makes you get wiser or just insane, but maybe I'm both?"
Friday, November 06, 2009 12:35 AM
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One time.
Exam's over! Ahhh had a bad experience again today while doing my paper. I blank out all of a sudden. Struggling to remember all those things i've memorize earlier on. Sooo yes, i am the last to leave the exam room okayzxxzx. But however, i still managed to do my paper, thank god! Yes mmm so i headed to cityhall to meet up with naz, val and joce for dinner at marina for hotpot. Its been a long time since we last catch up, awesome. :) Did some shopping, but as usual, i bought nothing in the end :( Left at ten. Ohwell, did mention that i got my two new pair of shoe from rubi yesterday, kinda regretted though! I realize the quality's rlly bad. It seems like it tear rlly easily. I hope it could last like for awhile, at least for now. I'll get like something else next month once i get my pay. Make sure i'll get a pair which is rather expensive, most importantly durable! You don't know how annoying it is to keep on seeing your shoes tear and next you will be going around looking for another pair that you actually feels comfortable with!!! Zomgggg, its only 1230, i can't believe i am home at this hours. I got a free ride home cause of joce's friend earlier on so i got home rather early today. Eh i'm so bored now and bb went club for birthday celebration.. OHOH talking about that, happy birthday jeslin ^^ lurvelurve you, hahaha! Lets meet up for another shopping session, hopefully i get something this time round!
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One time.
Exam's over! Ahhh had a bad experience again today while doing my paper. I blank out all of a sudden. Struggling to remember all those things i've memorize earlier on. Sooo yes, i am the last to leave the exam room okayzxxzx. But however, i still managed to do my paper, thank god! Yes mmm so i headed to cityhall to meet up with naz, val and joce for dinner at marina for hotpot. Its been a long time since we last catch up, awesome. :) Did some shopping, but as usual, i bought nothing in the end :( Left at ten. Ohwell, did mention that i got my two new pair of shoe from rubi yesterday, kinda regretted though! I realize the quality's rlly bad. It seems like it tear rlly easily. I hope it could last like for awhile, at least for now. I'll get like something else next month once i get my pay. Make sure i'll get a pair which is rather expensive, most importantly durable! You don't know how annoying it is to keep on seeing your shoes tear and next you will be going around looking for another pair that you actually feels comfortable with!!! Zomgggg, its only 1230, i can't believe i am home at this hours. I got a free ride home cause of joce's friend earlier on so i got home rather early today. Eh i'm so bored now and bb went club for birthday celebration.. OHOH talking about that, happy birthday jeslin ^^ lurvelurve you, hahaha! Lets meet up for another shopping session, hopefully i get something this time round!
Monday, November 02, 2009 6:33 PM
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Drop it low.
Ohwell, one more paper to go! :) awesome. Then i hope i have tons of fun. And i should upload some pictures soon, i am pretty lazy ;) Yeah and although the whole of last week is so tiring, kinda occupied with work and studies, but i guess i pretty enjoyed myself. Caught two movies, jennifer's body and my sister's keeper. Anyway mmm gonna head town for dinner later! Still deciding if i should get a new pair of shoe, cause my current one that i just bought it like last week is giving me blister. :( but luckily mum gave me like hundred bucks to get a new pair! :) Yay! Most probably i would make a top up to get the pair i wanted. Haha, alright gonna get some rest for now, bye!
Ps: I knew you saw me, but i din't expect a turn head from you and walk away like you never knew me, my friend.
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Drop it low.
Ohwell, one more paper to go! :) awesome. Then i hope i have tons of fun. And i should upload some pictures soon, i am pretty lazy ;) Yeah and although the whole of last week is so tiring, kinda occupied with work and studies, but i guess i pretty enjoyed myself. Caught two movies, jennifer's body and my sister's keeper. Anyway mmm gonna head town for dinner later! Still deciding if i should get a new pair of shoe, cause my current one that i just bought it like last week is giving me blister. :( but luckily mum gave me like hundred bucks to get a new pair! :) Yay! Most probably i would make a top up to get the pair i wanted. Haha, alright gonna get some rest for now, bye!
Ps: I knew you saw me, but i din't expect a turn head from you and walk away like you never knew me, my friend.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 1:27 PM
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Fade into you.
NOT.
Ugh, i'm actually kind of dying soon. This is so depressing. There are seriously too many essays to study for marketing and business, it is so driving me crazy! :( Especially business, hell many questions, set a and set b adds up to like perhaps 15 essays if i am not wrong!?!?!?! ohmygawd. What about my mcqs!!!!! Can someone help me please? Every single time i look at the book i feel like sleeping. DIEDIEDIEDIE :( Where is my motivation!? I am working full time this saturday, there goes my day. I probably can't stay up every night to study, i am so turning into a zombie soon. I'M FEELING SO UPSET NOW (insert many sad faces)>>>>>
ALRIGHT, enough of whining!
Mmmm i guess i am not giving up for the grades i am aiming for this two modules. :> WAY TO GO MANZZZZX. Oh i'll be back soon! Gonna hit the books now!
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Fade into you.
NOT.
Ugh, i'm actually kind of dying soon. This is so depressing. There are seriously too many essays to study for marketing and business, it is so driving me crazy! :( Especially business, hell many questions, set a and set b adds up to like perhaps 15 essays if i am not wrong!?!?!?! ohmygawd. What about my mcqs!!!!! Can someone help me please? Every single time i look at the book i feel like sleeping. DIEDIEDIEDIE :( Where is my motivation!? I am working full time this saturday, there goes my day. I probably can't stay up every night to study, i am so turning into a zombie soon. I'M FEELING SO UPSET NOW (insert many sad faces)>>>>>
ALRIGHT, enough of whining!
Mmmm i guess i am not giving up for the grades i am aiming for this two modules. :> WAY TO GO MANZZZZX. Oh i'll be back soon! Gonna hit the books now!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 11:36 PM
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Goodnight.
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Goodnight.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 11:59 PM
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Electro pop.
Hi, third post for today. I am so bored over here. I can't seems to be doing things that needed to be done asap. :( Ohgosh, i am feeling so sleepy now!? Today, basically, i slept almost the whole day, like so terrible. Probably is due to yesterday, started work at amk hub. I know that the work place is kinda far for me, but luckily is only a day, hahaha, the rest of the days will be at town areas. Oh & i met valerie, my workmate. Is so fun working with her, a girl with full of craps, but sadly i won't be working with her everytime though :( Anyway bb came to fetched me from work and sent me home. ^^ Tomorrow is bb offday, which means i get to see him again, can't wait! Gonna head to bed late tonight, got to go now for now, gdnight!
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Electro pop.
Hi, third post for today. I am so bored over here. I can't seems to be doing things that needed to be done asap. :( Ohgosh, i am feeling so sleepy now!? Today, basically, i slept almost the whole day, like so terrible. Probably is due to yesterday, started work at amk hub. I know that the work place is kinda far for me, but luckily is only a day, hahaha, the rest of the days will be at town areas. Oh & i met valerie, my workmate. Is so fun working with her, a girl with full of craps, but sadly i won't be working with her everytime though :( Anyway bb came to fetched me from work and sent me home. ^^ Tomorrow is bb offday, which means i get to see him again, can't wait! Gonna head to bed late tonight, got to go now for now, gdnight!
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7:27 PM
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我今天不想温习功课，怎么办？ 我很糟糕对吗？
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Saturday, October 17, 2009 2:18 PM
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Us.
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Us.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 10:47 AM
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What i look forward to everyday.
HAHAHAHA, i pon schoool today. Had my wonderful ten hours of sleeep, awesome. :> Ohwell, i kinda enjoy life alot this dayssss. Yayz, had my hair colour done last sunday, and got my tanning on tuesday with jeslin! Gotta fly now and do some stuff before i head out againz later. Tomorrow is my last day of schoool, heeeeeheeeez! :8)
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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What i look forward to everyday.
HAHAHAHA, i pon schoool today. Had my wonderful ten hours of sleeep, awesome. :> Ohwell, i kinda enjoy life alot this dayssss. Yayz, had my hair colour done last sunday, and got my tanning on tuesday with jeslin! Gotta fly now and do some stuff before i head out againz later. Tomorrow is my last day of schoool, heeeeeheeeez! :8)
Monday, October 12, 2009 4:19 PM
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Sexy bitch.
Boohoo, monday blues. School and headed to town for my job interview. Reached town like an hour early, so i decided to hang ard mac till one. Anyway i got my job, how awesome, yayness. Will start probably next week! Then i'll have more moooooos. And i so wanna go bkk, but i dont think mum allow me to go with my friends.. Like corinne or eldora or anyone. How sad!? I still don't get it, like why. Ahhh i am so bored over here. Perhaps i shall go and have my nap and meet X at night. - oinks.
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Sexy bitch.
Boohoo, monday blues. School and headed to town for my job interview. Reached town like an hour early, so i decided to hang ard mac till one. Anyway i got my job, how awesome, yayness. Will start probably next week! Then i'll have more moooooos. And i so wanna go bkk, but i dont think mum allow me to go with my friends.. Like corinne or eldora or anyone. How sad!? I still don't get it, like why. Ahhh i am so bored over here. Perhaps i shall go and have my nap and meet X at night. - oinks.
Sunday, October 11, 2009 10:53 PM
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Friday, October 09, 2009 11:21 PM
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Decided to stay in on a friday night, awesome! Shall hit the sack early if i can.
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Decided to stay in on a friday night, awesome! Shall hit the sack early if i can.
5:49 PM
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Makes me wonder.
At least for now, but there are rlly some things i am rlly struggling over with so badly. So driving me crazy. Sigh, will anyone understand? Probably not.. but i know god knows, thats enough. Needa change and head out soon, i should have fun on a friday night? Yes? Mmmm i get to see my favorite, so ^^
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Makes me wonder.
At least for now, but there are rlly some things i am rlly struggling over with so badly. So driving me crazy. Sigh, will anyone understand? Probably not.. but i know god knows, thats enough. Needa change and head out soon, i should have fun on a friday night? Yes? Mmmm i get to see my favorite, so ^^
Monday, October 05, 2009 12:06 AM
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Always getting over you.
I'm not special, unique, or life-changing. But every once in awhile, I realize how happy I actually am.
I think i'm suffering from stm. I took so long to remember what i did the whole week. I was so occupied by school and still school.. Lesson is sort of always in the afternoon session, and time seems to passed so fast everyday. But i still did spent my time wisely, haha. Anyway for monday, school was in the morning session, i managed to meet up with prissy for the whole afternoon, had our ffn together, did some catch up. :) And tuesday over to parkview for potluck again, hahaha. Wednesday, met up with sister and her friends for lunch + l4d + dinner. Thursday, i decided to rest at home and friday head out with g and chill out out at hv in the night with the rest. Saturday, seven with some of the guys for adrian and zul 's advance birthday celebration. & for today, got home at 8 in the morning and yes i slept the whole damn day, omg wasted a day like that, my plans for today is like ruin, *screams* Nevermind, i'm so going to bed soon. Ah and i'm like having a flu and cough again, damn.
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Always getting over you.
I'm not special, unique, or life-changing. But every once in awhile, I realize how happy I actually am.
I think i'm suffering from stm. I took so long to remember what i did the whole week. I was so occupied by school and still school.. Lesson is sort of always in the afternoon session, and time seems to passed so fast everyday. But i still did spent my time wisely, haha. Anyway for monday, school was in the morning session, i managed to meet up with prissy for the whole afternoon, had our ffn together, did some catch up. :) And tuesday over to parkview for potluck again, hahaha. Wednesday, met up with sister and her friends for lunch + l4d + dinner. Thursday, i decided to rest at home and friday head out with g and chill out out at hv in the night with the rest. Saturday, seven with some of the guys for adrian and zul 's advance birthday celebration. & for today, got home at 8 in the morning and yes i slept the whole damn day, omg wasted a day like that, my plans for today is like ruin, *screams* Nevermind, i'm so going to bed soon. Ah and i'm like having a flu and cough again, damn.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 10:17 PM
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Whatcha say.
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you.
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Whatcha say.
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you.
7:33 PM
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Hardwork.
School's boring because the lecturer is boring, like almost everyday. Went for ladies night on wednesday with joce/randi/marlin, well glad i did enjoy myself. Saw pris and cass, like yay! ^^ Left for home at like four, slept for three hours and head for school, i nearly died in class, srsly, freaking sleepy like ttm.. Left for home, and slept the whole freaking day! See, i wasted my thursday away! Hahaha! Friday, out with eldora to town, did a little catch up and all, l4d with gwen and her friend. Saturday, randi's birthday over at seven at illuma. A club to chill i guess, cause its pretty empty, probably because it is rather a new club. And left for rebel after that. :) Hope you enjoyed yourself babe! Oh and also mmm, i guess i'll stop heading to club for sometimes. :/
On the other hand, i am so so so so happy, cause i rlly do well for my first two module last month, din't rlly expect that results at all. ^^ alrighty, gotta head for my milo now, milo ftw manzxzx. I'll update soon!
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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Hardwork.
School's boring because the lecturer is boring, like almost everyday. Went for ladies night on wednesday with joce/randi/marlin, well glad i did enjoy myself. Saw pris and cass, like yay! ^^ Left for home at like four, slept for three hours and head for school, i nearly died in class, srsly, freaking sleepy like ttm.. Left for home, and slept the whole freaking day! See, i wasted my thursday away! Hahaha! Friday, out with eldora to town, did a little catch up and all, l4d with gwen and her friend. Saturday, randi's birthday over at seven at illuma. A club to chill i guess, cause its pretty empty, probably because it is rather a new club. And left for rebel after that. :) Hope you enjoyed yourself babe! Oh and also mmm, i guess i'll stop heading to club for sometimes. :/
On the other hand, i am so so so so happy, cause i rlly do well for my first two module last month, din't rlly expect that results at all. ^^ alrighty, gotta head for my milo now, milo ftw manzxzx. I'll update soon!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 9:05 PM
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X
Aww, what a day! Holidays ended! :( & i dread going to school today. Slept at like 23o last night, almost doze off during lesson time. Marketing is so boring. Idk, like srsly why the lecturer needs to keep on repeating the same old thing over again.. Anyway kinda had a great weekends last week besides the moody part which ruin my nights so badly. Gave zouk a missed on sunday night cause mama don't allow me to stay out, damn. But however Mind cafe in the afternoon with cousins was fun and yesterday a public holiday, over at the guy's condo, had a awesome dinner together with them. Oh yes, recently i realize i rlly rlly had a bad vision this days, idk if i'm having some infection or whatsoever, everything i see is so so so so freaking blur. Ah, damn bored right now, doing some online shopping and so gonna complete my gg season 3 and american next top model later.. Alright, bye!
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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X
Aww, what a day! Holidays ended! :( & i dread going to school today. Slept at like 23o last night, almost doze off during lesson time. Marketing is so boring. Idk, like srsly why the lecturer needs to keep on repeating the same old thing over again.. Anyway kinda had a great weekends last week besides the moody part which ruin my nights so badly. Gave zouk a missed on sunday night cause mama don't allow me to stay out, damn. But however Mind cafe in the afternoon with cousins was fun and yesterday a public holiday, over at the guy's condo, had a awesome dinner together with them. Oh yes, recently i realize i rlly rlly had a bad vision this days, idk if i'm having some infection or whatsoever, everything i see is so so so so freaking blur. Ah, damn bored right now, doing some online shopping and so gonna complete my gg season 3 and american next top model later.. Alright, bye!
Sunday, September 20, 2009 2:45 AM
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What a night.
I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it.
Can't believe i played this song over and over again so many times.
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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What a night.
I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it.
Can't believe i played this song over and over again so many times.
12:19 AM
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YES.
& then?
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YES.
& then?
Saturday, September 19, 2009 6:18 PM
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If only.
Hi, since i'm free, i'd better use this time to update my blog. Ohwell, had farewell for matt, cause he's going back to london for studies! Anyway, clarke q indo chine to drink and i puked like mad cause kenny kept making me lose for the five ten game. According to them i merlion-ed!! El was rather giddy only, luckily she's fine, if not.. After the whole thing, i felt freaking bored and was hoping they could go somewhere! So ended up, the six almost gone but not gone people cab to paradiz for l4d! Nice game! Haha cab home with matt and was v dead at six in the morning, slept all the way till two in the afternoon! Alright, lastly, i need to apologize to chrissy for not able to make it for the surprise party! Yeah and happy 18 to you k, hope you had a blast! Also london boy please take care of yourself, see you the next holiday man! Bon-voyage! :>
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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If only.
Hi, since i'm free, i'd better use this time to update my blog. Ohwell, had farewell for matt, cause he's going back to london for studies! Anyway, clarke q indo chine to drink and i puked like mad cause kenny kept making me lose for the five ten game. According to them i merlion-ed!! El was rather giddy only, luckily she's fine, if not.. After the whole thing, i felt freaking bored and was hoping they could go somewhere! So ended up, the six almost gone but not gone people cab to paradiz for l4d! Nice game! Haha cab home with matt and was v dead at six in the morning, slept all the way till two in the afternoon! Alright, lastly, i need to apologize to chrissy for not able to make it for the surprise party! Yeah and happy 18 to you k, hope you had a blast! Also london boy please take care of yourself, see you the next holiday man! Bon-voyage! :>
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Oh, is what you do to me.
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Oh, is what you do to me.
Friday, September 18, 2009 7:36 PM
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NOT.
Boohoo, its friday! Mmmmm my holidays are ending! :( So sad! For tonight, well i currently do have two plans but one is definitely on but the other.. Shall see how it goes! Gonna grab my dinner, prepare and head outt! Oh i met chrissy on the other day, had fun together! Left with this dub dumber prissy! Rlly not sure when she's free. Okay doky, off i go! Byeeeeee!
xoxoxoxoxxoxo
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NOT.
Boohoo, its friday! Mmmmm my holidays are ending! :( So sad! For tonight, well i currently do have two plans but one is definitely on but the other.. Shall see how it goes! Gonna grab my dinner, prepare and head outt! Oh i met chrissy on the other day, had fun together! Left with this dub dumber prissy! Rlly not sure when she's free. Okay doky, off i go! Byeeeeee!
Thursday, September 17, 2009 6:23 PM
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 3:25 AM
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Monday, September 14, 2009 11:10 PM
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There's gotta be more to life.
Hi, what a lazy day at home, because i'm a lazybum. Haha! I quite enjoyed my last weekends. Sunday was dad's birthday, dinner together with family was great. Caught gamer and supper after that with... Oh today's only monday but i cant wait for friday and sunday. On the other hand, so gonna meet up with chrissy and prissy soon! I miss both of them v much! & anyway before i go, happy birthday to eka and lhc! ❤
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There's gotta be more to life.
Hi, what a lazy day at home, because i'm a lazybum. Haha! I quite enjoyed my last weekends. Sunday was dad's birthday, dinner together with family was great. Caught gamer and supper after that with... Oh today's only monday but i cant wait for friday and sunday. On the other hand, so gonna meet up with chrissy and prissy soon! I miss both of them v much! & anyway before i go, happy birthday to eka and lhc! ❤